A deep thought

Recently, i have been thinking about myself and my future, and honestly, i cant see a direction. Maybe i am indulging myself in a process where a thought flashes through their mind and after that, it just gone. Never come back. I need someone or something to give me a new direction and new chance to find the real myself. I am starting a new sem, and in less than 2 years i am going out to face reality. That time, my burden and responsibility is not as a student anymore but as an adult who has to take care of his beloved ones. Sometimes i really wonder whether i have the ability to fulfill my dream and at the same time provide a comfortable life to my family and my love. I know what i want to achieve, just lack of the method and the starting point. Without that, i am going nowhere but standing at the same places while time passes by so fast. Have you ever felt that there seems to be something that you eager for right in front of you and yet you could not reach it? Is it just an illusion? Or it means i have to work harder to get what i want? So many questions mark lie in front of my life journey, waiting for me to solve. And i guess its time for me to wake up, make myself clear, and start walking. On the road in the mist.